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In the Name of Allah, the Abundantly Merciful, the Intensely Merciful
And praise is due to Allah Lord of the worlds.
May His peace and prayers be upon Muhammad and his progeny, the Imams and Mahdis. My Master, I, your humble and despised son, wants to share his problems and needs your help my Master. I was born in 23 August 1995, ie, 17 years old. I bumped into undesirable and unexpected situations in recent years and I am having difficulties in my life. I'm so tired, my Master. I feel like I am in a battlefield and fighting with everyone alone. My Master, my doubts are extremely very intense, and I think I'm losing my faith. My Master, when I am listening to the media or any propagandas in my country, and undesirable thoughts start to come to my mind and they take me to a dead end every day. Sir, I feel myself very lonely, when you feel you are alone, you go to your Lord and ask refuge in him, but that I do not anymore, because if I have so much doubts and it decreases my faith every day. I don’t have the strength to be patience Sir, I don’t seek neither money, house, car nor a woman. O My Master, please help me, as if I fell through into the well, please extend your hands and save me from this well.
Sir, I seek for the truth and I don’t know how can I find the truth? My Master, what do you suggest me to do to gain the Eman(faith)? My Master, what does Yaqeen mean and what does Eman mean? How can I separate the Hakk (privilege) and Batil (vanity) and what are the differences between them? If I be patient and virtous, will it help me to understand the privilege and vanity? Being patience, will it defeat the distress, my unwanted thoughts, my weakness and illness?
My Master, please show me a way out to your weak son. Believe me I will do what you say to me but please don't give more responsibility that I can't carry.
I may sacrifice my life for you, my Master.
Yours sincerely,
Evrim Findik
In the Name of Allah, the Abundantly Merciful, the Intensely Merciful
And praise is due to Allah Lord of the worlds.
May His peace and prayers be upon Muhammad and his progeny, the Imams and Mahdis. My Master, I, your humble and despised son, wants to share his problems and needs your help my Master. I was born in 23 August 1995, ie, 17 years old. I bumped into undesirable and unexpected situations in recent years and I am having difficulties in my life. I'm so tired, my Master. I feel like I am in a battlefield and fighting with everyone alone. My Master, my doubts are extremely very intense, and I think I'm losing my faith. My Master, when I am listening to the media or any propagandas in my country, and undesirable thoughts start to come to my mind and they take me to a dead end every day. Sir, I feel myself very lonely, when you feel you are alone, you go to your Lord and ask refuge in him, but that I do not anymore, because if I have so much doubts and it decreases my faith every day. I don’t have the strength to be patience Sir, I don’t seek neither money, house, car nor a woman. O My Master, please help me, as if I fell through into the well, please extend your hands and save me from this well.
Sir, I seek for the truth and I don’t know how can I find the truth? My Master, what do you suggest me to do to gain the Eman(faith)? My Master, what does Yaqeen mean and what does Eman mean? How can I separate the Hakk (privilege) and Batil (vanity) and what are the differences between them? If I be patient and virtous, will it help me to understand the privilege and vanity? Being patience, will it defeat the distress, my unwanted thoughts, my weakness and illness?
My Master, please show me a way out to your weak son. Believe me I will do what you say to me but please don't give more responsibility that I can't carry.
I may sacrifice my life for you, my Master.
Yours sincerely,
Evrim Findik
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